So many dreams of greatness,
So much pride, – the quest, my
Badge of honour, worn jauntily.
Of all the battles won, obstacles
Overcome – this last, the swamp
Of knowledge, cost mightily.
Here I learned at last that winning
Cannot matter – the journey is
The prize, I failed miserably.
All the lessons I rejected
The repercussions I ignored
Trap me now, unrelenting.
At last I understand that
My bravery was foolhardiness;
My courtesy mere pandering;
My gallantry was lustfulness;
My honour – ostentation
And now I pay the price.
My limbs can’t fight the quicksand
Of squandered opportunity
And so I die…silently.